What can I say? What excuse do I have? None at all... I chose to do it. And I regret it. Didn't rely on God again. Tried to take things in my own hands. Tell you something. My own efforts almost always brings zero results. Dear Lord... I'm sorry. There's this feeling of dread that what i've done may be irreversible... But I spent saturday night asking for forgiveness...
ROAR!!!! Irritated at how the world just chugs on... Not caring about how I'm feeling right now. Not depressed... but annoyed at myself. Andy rebuked me today. I realise how important it is to never do that again. Not just for reputation, but as a testimony to God.
To Matt & Jean: Trust me... I won't do it again. Not until its over. This is a promise I'm making to the both of you... Thanks for listening.

Went for practice with Band 3 after church today. I'm not in their band but just decided to help out with the acoustic guitar. It was so fun!! Really look forward to playing next week. Actually I was just wanting to talk to Patricia about something... In the end, i didn't get to talk to her either. :P

I'll keep my distance... I stay consistent...
For now at least...
Just a little while more...

::: Quote of the Day :::
"The bottom line of faith is summed up in simple terms. Believe it before you see it. Faith is your positive response to what God has said. When a heart is full of faith, it will always do what it takes to dispel doubt and fear.
You have to go with what you know, not what you feel. Faith comes by hearing the Word of God. So, the more you hear, the more you know."